Anwar Al-Awlaki (AAA)

This is a man whom I've come to know from a friend.
When I was in a search of lots of answers.. the missing puzzle pieces of my life.

Initially, my preference was Mufti Menk's lectures.
As his elaboration is much clearer and more articulate.

However, after listening to a few lectures of AAA, I felt so much awaken and humbled.
His lectures are so details and based on authentic hadiths on history of Rasullullah saw, sahabahs, hadiths etc.

One of his lectures series, on DEATH & HEREAFTER, still has the biggest impact in me, whenever I listen to it back.

"Why do we have problems around us? Why do we have Muslims who drinks? Muslims who commit zina? Muslims who deal with riba'? Muslims who lie? Why? What are we missing?" (AAA)

"If you knew what I know, you will cry a lot and laugh a little" (Rasullullah saw)

On September 2011, he and his son died, killed by the US drone strikes in Yemen. 
Without any court hearing, justification and jurisdiction.
All in the name of US justice.

"U.S. government officials allege that he was a senior recruiter and motivator who was involved in planning terrorist operations for the al-Qaeda" (Wikipedia)

Such an honored ending. May Allah grants him and his son the highest level in Jannah.

"The martyr (shaheed) has seven blessings from Allaah: 
he is forgiven from the moment his blood is first shed; 
he will be shown his place in Paradise; 
he will be spared the trial of the grave; 
and he will be secure on the Day of the Greatest Terror (the Day of Judgement); 
there will be placed on his head a crown of dignity, one ruby of which is better than this world and all that is in it; 
he will be married to seventy-two of al-hoor al-‘iyn; 
and he will be permitted to intercede for seventy of his relatives. 
(Tirmidhi & Ibn Maajah)"

At that point of time, I was wondering about my ending too..
Praying and hoping for the best.. inshaaAllah.. ameen..


"O Allah
Make the best part of my life the last part 
My best deed the last deed 
My best day in which I meet You"

*And I hope whom ever reading this post could also make dua' for me and other muslims too.. that one day we can gather and meet in Jannah.. jzkk.. ;)

Top of the World

*One of my fav choir's songs when I was in primary school.. it has such a lovely & meaningful lyrics.. specially dedicated to my beloved Melor.. muah muah muah.. mummy loves u so much..*

Top Of The World

Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most every thing I see
Not a cloud in the sky, got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now comin' true especially for me
And the reason is clear, it's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to Heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Somethin' in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Seeking for Your pleasure

Milik siapa?

*Got this from a fren in FB ;)*

Mana milik kita
Tidak ada milik kita
Semua yang ada
Allah yang punya
Tidak ada kita punya
Kita hanya mengusahakan saja

Apa yang kita dapat
Allah sudah sediakannya
Kita Allah punya
Dunia ini ciptaan-Nya
Miliklah apa saja
Tidak terlepas dari ciptaan-Nya

Mana kita punya
Tidak ada kepunyaan kita
Kita hanya mengusahakan
Apa yang telah ada

Mengapa kita sombong
Memiliki Allah punya
Mengapa tidak malu
Kepada Allah yang empunya

Patut bersyukur kepada Allah
Yang memberi segalanya
Malulah kepada Allah
Kerana milik Ia punya

Janganlah berbangga
Apa yang ada pada kita
Kalau Allah tidak beri
Kita tidak punya apa-apa

Janganlah mengungkit
Mengungkit jasa kita
Jasa kita di sisi-Nya
Yang sebenarnya Allah punya

Gunakanlah nikmat Allah itu
Untuk khidmat kepada-Nya
Selepas itu lupakan saja
Agar tidak mengungkit-ungkitnya